Post by One Type on Oct 11, 2009 17:16:25 GMT -8
Guys,
Real Like now many people know I have had my head up my ass the last year or so.... I'm starting to come out of it, but in order to do that I had to take two jobs and fight to recover my life, my want in life, and my passion for it.
Many, many things are changing for me and it's happening rapidly. Lately though I haven't been able to come to game it is unfortunate but I'm at work during that time or just get off work and sleep before to get on the bus and not realize it's saturday because I'm working overnight.
There is no excuses in this life so I'm going to be frank and honest. Game as you know been stressful and I've been wanting to miss a few games lately so I'm not crying I'm not there. I've come home on Saturday's and look at the clock and know that I'm missing game and regret not being there but I know I have to work the next morning and not regretting sleeping through game.
My life is in shambles really, so it's going to take some dedication to my real life and I have to worry about myself not other people or game. So I'm going to be dropping game at this point and returning when I can actually play without worry that the next day comes and I have no money in my pockets and no sleep to show for it.
Love you all, but when you are rescuing yourself from yourself one must change your life for the better. Until I am able to make a change for the better and start working regularly game is off... I'm going to use game to reward not hinder. I'll miss you until then.
Thanks,
David Brasmer Player of Butch Cassidy
PS As far as my character is concerned I'll start a new one when I come back... Feel free to Tear Butch apart... I love rping him but I can't continue at this point to go up there every weekend on the bus until I am able to find a job and work it steady. And yes it's a matter of money keeping me from being there.
Thanks Again guys and hugs.
Real Like now many people know I have had my head up my ass the last year or so.... I'm starting to come out of it, but in order to do that I had to take two jobs and fight to recover my life, my want in life, and my passion for it.
Many, many things are changing for me and it's happening rapidly. Lately though I haven't been able to come to game it is unfortunate but I'm at work during that time or just get off work and sleep before to get on the bus and not realize it's saturday because I'm working overnight.
There is no excuses in this life so I'm going to be frank and honest. Game as you know been stressful and I've been wanting to miss a few games lately so I'm not crying I'm not there. I've come home on Saturday's and look at the clock and know that I'm missing game and regret not being there but I know I have to work the next morning and not regretting sleeping through game.
My life is in shambles really, so it's going to take some dedication to my real life and I have to worry about myself not other people or game. So I'm going to be dropping game at this point and returning when I can actually play without worry that the next day comes and I have no money in my pockets and no sleep to show for it.
Love you all, but when you are rescuing yourself from yourself one must change your life for the better. Until I am able to make a change for the better and start working regularly game is off... I'm going to use game to reward not hinder. I'll miss you until then.
Thanks,
David Brasmer Player of Butch Cassidy
PS As far as my character is concerned I'll start a new one when I come back... Feel free to Tear Butch apart... I love rping him but I can't continue at this point to go up there every weekend on the bus until I am able to find a job and work it steady. And yes it's a matter of money keeping me from being there.
Thanks Again guys and hugs.